heh. retroactive posting. nice.
i spent halloween with a boy band. met a bunch of newly graduated frat boys at a party. there was the funny guy, the hardcore dare-devil thug, the quiet shy guy, the idiot, and the one that doesn't really stand out in any way but is way cute. there's something about guys who have a bond with each other and openly show their affection for each other that i find wholly attractive. tabitha says it's a sign of immaturity, an inability to hold their own. yeah, maybe. it was so funny to hang out with them for one night though.
okay fine. yes, i did go home with one of them; the one that doesn't stand out but is so damn cute (his mom and grandma had made his oscar the grouch costume). he was pretty tired and drunk by the time we decided to crash in his bed. i was relieved when he passed out without pouncing on me. an hour later though, he woke and charged at me with such frenzy! i was able to keep him at bay; nothing more than making out. which, is a little odd, because i don't want a relationship right now, but i am in need of some good lovin'. a one night stand would probably fit that bill. besides the fact that his fumbling around was not a good indication for a good round in bed, it occurred to me that i miss the emotional intimacy of knowing someone really well. making out and hot sex aren't good enough. i want to connect with someone again. i want the comfort of being close to someone.
